A year ago I was an unfulfilled housewife. Being at home was a burden not a blessing. I longed to do more, for people to know I was smart and be fulfilled in some way. So I got a job. But almost immediately I realized that it wasn't very fulfilling. I didn't feel challenged or rewarded in my new position. The hours were so different from my husband's work schedule that eventually, we only saw each for a couple of hours in the evening. Even then it was only to eat together and then to go to bed. Slowly, we stopped reading the Bible together at night. We stopped taking weekend trips. I stopped running. I barely slept. I was exhausted and I missed my husband. Then my sweet hubby came home with a marriage seminar DVD by Chip Ingram. By the end of it, I realized my job hadn't fulfilled me and it never would. This was not my dream. Worse, if I kept going at this pace, I was liable to ruin my marriage. I realized that many women would love to be able to stay at home. I realized staying at home and supporting my husband might go against all the new age feminism that surrounds us today, but for us it could be right. Jobs end, family lasts forever. So I quit.
But I knew with my personality, I couldn't just sit around all day. I'd need to be challenged and have tasks for myself. Which led me to starting a big organic vegetable garden. Then I beefed up my cake making. All in addition to keeping house, making all our meals, and DIY home decor projects. Oh, and my new hobby of knitting. I have to say, it feels amazing so far! I'm still busy beyond belief, but we finally have time to do date nights, go to the lake and the family cabin, and, gratefully, sleep! So, I'll be blogging more. I'm going to have posts from my adventures in gardening, new recipes and cooking techniques, and some general life trials and errors. Get ready world! I'm back, and saucier than ever!